joyce, i am really SORRY!
it was a TIRING and SAD day.. started our BGS proj in the morn at 10am.. and we were still lost on dunno what to do.. esp me and joyce.. (2 super slackers) .. and after watching 4 grps presentation, no doubt it really adds on damn lot of stress on us.. every grp have video.. we muz also have.... so how? haha think the only thing that me and joyce manage to complete today is to get the interview of my mum done! think it wasnt as easy as we think. shujun is best, she have been doing all the work.. and realise that she nv read yf blog b4! so we r showing her some of the fun things on her blog and suggest her to look thr it for destressment.. hahha
after dinner, after i sent joyce to mrt stat and back. i m suppose to go bathe, however dunno y i saw JP and juz wanted to tell him that i juz sent joyce to mrt stat and tat she will be online soon.. something like telling her bf like that, i admit... and we end up talking abt a lot of things.. and as usual i am trying to drop more hints and also trying to get hints from him... but tonight he seems diff! he told me a lot.. he even tell me that he got someone in mind.. not joyce.. (that is REALLY SAD..) but its his ex! hai~ y guys like to obsess with their prev relationships? then he also keep stressing himself that he is not interested in a romance now.. by that time, i somehow feel that he seems to know that joyce like him.. without me saying anything.. i thot he is dense, as wat joyce also commented.. so i dun really suspect anything.. but i can confirm is that joyce is not having a good chance anymore.. and i was wondering shld i break out this news to her.. this is so damn sad lah!
and heres the worst thing...... when joyce come online, JP go and tell her that i have ask a lot of qn... and ask her is the mr. nice guy is him..... omg... this JP... how can he do that?? but knowing that he act have another person in mind, think we juz got to be cruel.. i advise joyce to deny... which is opposing her real thoughts.. and she cried.. i feel really guilty about it.. i dunno what to do.. at that instance, i think my thots are juz luan as her.. although she say she dun blame me.. but i still feeling guilty, even till now.. i mean.. i juz experience this kinda things like last week.. and i fully understand how she feels.. now she cant really chat as freely as it was liao.. i am the culprit...
joyce, i really dunno what i shld say...... all i could say is SORRY.....
after dinner, after i sent joyce to mrt stat and back. i m suppose to go bathe, however dunno y i saw JP and juz wanted to tell him that i juz sent joyce to mrt stat and tat she will be online soon.. something like telling her bf like that, i admit... and we end up talking abt a lot of things.. and as usual i am trying to drop more hints and also trying to get hints from him... but tonight he seems diff! he told me a lot.. he even tell me that he got someone in mind.. not joyce.. (that is REALLY SAD..) but its his ex! hai~ y guys like to obsess with their prev relationships? then he also keep stressing himself that he is not interested in a romance now.. by that time, i somehow feel that he seems to know that joyce like him.. without me saying anything.. i thot he is dense, as wat joyce also commented.. so i dun really suspect anything.. but i can confirm is that joyce is not having a good chance anymore.. and i was wondering shld i break out this news to her.. this is so damn sad lah!
and heres the worst thing...... when joyce come online, JP go and tell her that i have ask a lot of qn... and ask her is the mr. nice guy is him..... omg... this JP... how can he do that?? but knowing that he act have another person in mind, think we juz got to be cruel.. i advise joyce to deny... which is opposing her real thoughts.. and she cried.. i feel really guilty about it.. i dunno what to do.. at that instance, i think my thots are juz luan as her.. although she say she dun blame me.. but i still feeling guilty, even till now.. i mean.. i juz experience this kinda things like last week.. and i fully understand how she feels.. now she cant really chat as freely as it was liao.. i am the culprit...
joyce, i really dunno what i shld say...... all i could say is SORRY.....
