I had always make it a point to tell myself, no matter how much i like a guy, i wont tell him. well pple say i am old fashion. this is the 21st century. gals and guys are equal.. whatever. thats y i have been reluctant to make the first move regarding to Mr A incident although everything is so obvious. well at times i am shaken by my friends.. who keep buzzing me that i shld tell him since i like him so much. but my principle just forbits me to do that. i still feel that a gal shld nv make the first move. and a chat with a male friend yesterday strengthen my beliefs in it even deeper.

well start of with a disclaimer first. i think my fren is kinda thick skin. ya. and so he told me:

"a fortune teller tell me that i've got lots of tao hua luck. "

"a lot of times not i want to be close with those gals loh.. actually they throw themselves at me one.. "

YES- throw themselves meaning that some gals go and tell him that they had a crush on him. and he say that as "throwing themselves at me" which i think can also imply that he is saying they are cheap.

so to all those who keep telling me that its the 21st century.. no harm telling the person u like that u like him. u must fight for ur happiness.. well.. do u want to degrade urself?