haunted by prof tham's "SEE ME"
haiz.. today suppose to study intensively for my MA test next mon.. however, right from morn, my mum had been spaming me with phone calls.. ask me to do all the software listing thingy... then after that, its tonglee pple calling me for the details of the new email account i created for them.. arrghhh!!! there goes my morning...
in the afternoon, finally all the disturbance had stopped.. however, yanfang told me that the prof dun let her collect my paper on my behalf.. and say wanna see me personally... arrgghh!! what does it means?? mean i did badly for my biz law mid term?? i am going to die lah.. 3 mid term test, i alredy failed my MA.. dun wanna fail my biz law.. i couldnt believe myself.. i still thot i have done fairly well for it.. omg... and then after that, i cant concentrate on studying my MA at all... all tat is in my mind is.. "what prof will say to me?" "y would he want to see me?" "i sure did badly lah.." "am i going to flunk my biz law for this sem??" arrghh!!!!!!!! really feel v troubled and feel like crying.. and i started praying to God for peace in my heart.. though i get more peace.. but i still couldnt conc on my MA.. think this time my MA will be even worst... now i really thinkin of quiting school... if i am doing so badly, whats e point of continue schoolling....
and all thanks to my nick.. "my blog is invaded"... and lead to lingyun curiously asking me for my blog add.. haiz.. at first really very reluctant to tell.. cos i am not suppose to lah i feel.. with all those mushy things abt Mr A.. i think shldnt let any tim's pple know.. but she keep asking and asking.. and i feel rather bad not to say.. then on the other hand.. yf say: think of the future.. argghh!! feel that i shldnt hide it lah.. cos we r rather close.. well she is co-ordinator of tim, and i am a CGL.. so we kind of the fellow zhiYuans for timothy.. then i think its not tat she dunno tat i like Mr A.. so i told her my add.. so.. lingyun if u r reading this.. betta dun let the cat out k.. or else... well.. so she gave me some advice though.. but like all kinda sad advices.. *0* like i should find some alternatives.. maybe this is not the guy for me.. etc.. haiz~ i also know.. but i juz keep thinking of some person which i hope i dun think off so often.. same as frenie.. so dun ask me y.. :(
in the afternoon, finally all the disturbance had stopped.. however, yanfang told me that the prof dun let her collect my paper on my behalf.. and say wanna see me personally... arrgghh!! what does it means?? mean i did badly for my biz law mid term?? i am going to die lah.. 3 mid term test, i alredy failed my MA.. dun wanna fail my biz law.. i couldnt believe myself.. i still thot i have done fairly well for it.. omg... and then after that, i cant concentrate on studying my MA at all... all tat is in my mind is.. "what prof will say to me?" "y would he want to see me?" "i sure did badly lah.." "am i going to flunk my biz law for this sem??" arrghh!!!!!!!! really feel v troubled and feel like crying.. and i started praying to God for peace in my heart.. though i get more peace.. but i still couldnt conc on my MA.. think this time my MA will be even worst... now i really thinkin of quiting school... if i am doing so badly, whats e point of continue schoolling....
and all thanks to my nick.. "my blog is invaded"... and lead to lingyun curiously asking me for my blog add.. haiz.. at first really very reluctant to tell.. cos i am not suppose to lah i feel.. with all those mushy things abt Mr A.. i think shldnt let any tim's pple know.. but she keep asking and asking.. and i feel rather bad not to say.. then on the other hand.. yf say: think of the future.. argghh!! feel that i shldnt hide it lah.. cos we r rather close.. well she is co-ordinator of tim, and i am a CGL.. so we kind of the fellow zhiYuans for timothy.. then i think its not tat she dunno tat i like Mr A.. so i told her my add.. so.. lingyun if u r reading this.. betta dun let the cat out k.. or else... well.. so she gave me some advice though.. but like all kinda sad advices.. *0* like i should find some alternatives.. maybe this is not the guy for me.. etc.. haiz~ i also know.. but i juz keep thinking of some person which i hope i dun think off so often.. same as frenie.. so dun ask me y.. :(
